My dear self,
I have not seen you for quite a long while now. I wanted to apologize. I was quite busy, and quite more busy anticipating being busy. I am sorry, for in the middle of all of this business, I left you out. I put you in the very back of my head, where i can only see a glimpse of parts of you. Or worse yet, i put you on a shelf, with things piled on top of you, to make sure you get dusty.
Do you miss me?
I miss you.
To be quite honest, i find it very difficult for us to meet, and every time i think of you, i shrink before the thought of this meeting. There is a lot that i do not want to tell you, and so much more that i do not want to hear from your mouth. It seems that i am very bad at keeping relationships alive.
I got so used to being away from you, that it is so difficult for me to come back. It is so difficult for me to understand you, or understand anything new about you.
Will you forgive me? I have done you wrong.
Yours,
raja
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